it's a mad mad mad mad world

well, i sincerely hope that there is somebody out there who can be happy about this, but as for me, i need a stiff drink.

and i don't drink. :(

is it possible that there are good things about him that i just don't know about? for some unknown reason i still cling to the hope that all those people must have had adequate justification for acting the way they did, but for the life of me, i wish i understood them (both the people and the motivations). sigh.

it simply blows my mind. it's as if i woke up in an alternate universe or something.

if anybody feels like consoling me, i'm game for trying...